tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1936244980142483230.post671441971904205747..comments2023-02-26T02:47:53.512-05:00Comments on Funky Little EarthChild: I'm Sorry, This Uterus Has Been Closed Until Further NoticeFunky Little Earthchildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18426546990920691174noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1936244980142483230.post-16841265915767490812012-07-21T18:28:34.097-04:002012-07-21T18:28:34.097-04:00I empathize big-time. I want another baby so bad ...I empathize big-time. I want another baby so bad I can feel a future fetus actually kicking me at times. But I fear I'm already a terrible mother...plus, I work so hard to make ends meet, and a pregnancy, birth, and infant would mean financial troubles for us. Hugs, Funky.Besshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01422228819887965146noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1936244980142483230.post-40958661480977501422012-07-19T07:31:03.401-04:002012-07-19T07:31:03.401-04:00There is a book I think of when I read this. A ver...There is a book I think of when I read this. A very beautiful, very sad, very raw, deep and important book that I have now read three times because it affected me so much (in a good way). It's called Losing Layla by Vanessa Gorman. Love and kindness to you beautiful mama. You are still a goddess.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08470588320680968726noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1936244980142483230.post-20398468334117375502012-07-18T14:30:04.363-04:002012-07-18T14:30:04.363-04:00I understand. I have 5 children and the first 4 pr...I understand. I have 5 children and the first 4 pregnancies were easy, I birthed beautifully healthy babies, and even my one complication that resulted in a c section (transverse bb) didn't stop me from having a vbac. Then I got pregnant with my 5th. You can read the whole story on my blog but in a nutshell I slowly bled too the point of near death for my entire 25 week long pregnancy. I had a massive abruption and my son was 2 lbs. Never again can I take a chance. Most people say 'good because you have too many' but the decision was forced. I am not happy that I had to accept that I am done before I am even 30. Its a phase in my life that I am sad to seee go, but at the same time I accept that this is not my fault. Hugs to you soul sistah!Humblehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12658097102335937843noreply@blogger.com